So I rode the fail boat through the last half of the year. It was an interesting ride to say the least. this year though looks to have something going for it.... we will see I am reluctantly optimistic.
I have only two resolutions for the 2014 year. The important one is I am going to be posting a one picture a week challenge to myself. I have learned a few things about my motivators and will be blackmailing myself until we figure this out. lol
I still owe a couple of people art and sadly one of them left Da without even saying a thing.... which is not unusual unless you talked to them outside of the sight... I am saddened by her shutting me out but I also understand she has a hard life.... I dont expect to hear from her ever again though I will worry about her.
I will still draw her request regardless though she will never see it.
I have been in a really bad art block off and on for the past couple of years... i keep trying to convince myself to draw but it doesn't work. this year I will just keep drawing until its gone. Part of it I think comes from the fact that I do not like the way the faces are turning out. I was trying to get away from the more "anime" or "Disney" looks that people tell me I have into something more... "Me" more cartoon or more realistic I dont care. Though in the possess I lost what I liked about my art. That will change.
I think this semester will also be easier on me as a total. Last semester sadly i got stuck with labour intensive classes and a financially intensive semester period. Despite struggling to make everything work I was able to pass all of my classes and will now consider myself on the downward slope. we will see though the universe has a way with bowling one over if it thinks they need it.
Any way! May this year be easier than the last kinder and may your days be brighter for it! To everyone else with a resolution... GOOD LUCK! and HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Also for those who saw my last journal. I lost my challenge with my sister and will be taking her to a nice dinner sometime in the next couple of weeks lol